One of the material things left behind in our cabin
by Deborah’s father…Fred
was the pith helmet he wore in the garden
that, luckily, fit’s my head.
I love to wear it when working around the cabin
I’ll wear it when planting a garden down on bended knee
I like being reminded of Deborah’s dad every time I wear the hat
he passed down to me.
It is one way to honor him and remind me to be like him
to enjoy life and take it slow
while hoping that hat still has enough magic in it
to help our garden grow.
I was wearing the pith helmet the other day…
as we were unpacking boxes that filled the cabin floor
and when I finished I set it on the hat rack
that now stands beside the door.
That evening sitting on our couch…as contentment I was feeling
I noticed the shadow of a heart projected on the ceiling.
It was created as the light below formed the shadow
of Deborah’s dad’s old hat
and looked exactly like a heart…from the position where I sat.
Some people may think it’s just an optical illusion…
just my feeling and emotions playing tricks on me
That I’m seeing in that shadow exactly what I want to see.
That I have allowed my affection for him and my imagination to soar
That the shadow is just a shadow…just a shadow…nothing more
That my heart and mind are somehow influencing
the shadow that I see
But knowing the man who once wore that pith helmet around the cabin
I think differently